Forgiving My Actions

Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.

This is one of those moments where I just sit there and let the cursor blink on the screen continuously because I have no idea how to fill the void that is staring back at me.

In order to forgive myself, I have regret something, right? Problem is, I don’t regret my actions. I may look back and say “Well that wasn’t very smart Nelson. Make note and don’t do that again.” But I never regret it.

I never regret my actions because when I made the choice to do whatever I did, I knew what I was doing. I knew what my choices were and I went with what I wanted to. Once I’ve made a decision there is no looking back.

My actions: past, present and future, define who I am as a person. Without them I am nothing but a boring unsatisfying orb that takes up space and air.

Therefore, I can not forgive myself for anything because I have regretted nothing. I am who I am, and I’m not making any justifications or apologizes for it.

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