Oh my god! I can NOT get Clapper out of my head today.
I made the…fuck I don’t even know what to call it. Here’s the basic point that you need to know. I have allowed myself to be mildly vulnerable to Clapper. We had late night conversation last night. I was open and honest. Myself. It was weird. We chatted until 1AM. I felt like I was in high school again. Ickkk.
But today. Oh my. Everything fucking reminded me of him. The song in the car, driving down the road, everything. From the moment I woke up he was on my brain like a leech. It is driving me nuts!
I think the real issue is that I like him and I am allowing him to get close.
God help me.